I thought things would get better.

but it hasn't.....certain people treat me like a second rate friend.

I am pushing people away for a reason and I word it out every night but
I care too much for my friends to hurt their feelings or get them upset
at me.

Sometimes I don't want to be around any of you and for the most part
it is because you hurt my feelings by doing stuff which I will never
understand.

If you care then show me you care....just don't say it.

I love my friends more then most of you will ever know and even care
to know.......

Like I say drastic changes require drastic actions.....and also why I say
I love my friends but hate them at the sametime!